First of all, it’s my birthday month! I’m writing this on my phone in Detroit airport just got back from the most beautiful place, Dominican Republic 🇩🇴 I needed a vacation so bad and I’ve been itching to get back out of the country so I’m glad it was for my birthday. It was an amazing time! Just watch the vlog on my channel.
I have been through a lot in January. New York is hard af, I feel like I get punched in the gut everyday but something about this city is so amazing! It’s like a guy you know is bad for you but you continue to go back because you’re hoping one day he might change. The struggle is real but I just keep pushing through. I honestly just can’t wait to be set financially. It’s my biggest battle and I feel like once I get that out the way, it will clear up half my stress and worry ha
I’m also very confused about wether I’m a blogger, model, photographer, advertiser. Lol I just have a lot going on, I’m walking one step at a time following god but I just don’t know where we going really. can anybody relate?
I’ve also been talking about starting a boutique but now that I’ve done everything I’m just very uninterested and I’m the type of person that’s going to do what makes me happy regardless. I feel like a lot of times we speak something into the world and we feel like we can’t change our decisions. I change and grow everyday, I’m not even the same person I was yesterday so if I decide I want to be a pro skateboarder now, that’s what I’m going to do lol don’t let people make you feel like you have to stick with a decision for the rest of your life, people change!
I want to have a business soooooo Bad!!! But I would hate for it to feel forced, like I really want a product that I’m in love with and can’t stop talking about. Like making videos and taking photos feels so natural and fun to me, I really love it. So I’m going to monetize this influencer thing and maybe my great business idea will come to me along the way.
I hate to admit this…. but my perfect dream job has come to an end. 😩 this is part of New York slapping me around. It’s sucks because I manifested the perfect opportunity, the only thing I was specific about was the full time part so now I feel like I’m back at square one. This post grad life is ridiculous man! Can I be a stable adult now?
The last thing I want to remind everybody of, is stop giving outside forces so much power. I get the moving in silence thing but saying your afraid to speak your dreams or thoughts because people might pray on your downfall is insane. LET THEM PRAY ON IT! lol pray on my downfall please, all I’m going to say is good luck because everything is going to pop for me REGARDLESS. My success, my happiness, my life is not up to anybody but me and I am powerful beyond measure so only good lies before me and you couldn’t stop this shine is you prayed everyday for the rest of your life.
That is all lol sorry for this being so late